ohwell. first archery competition is coming. really hope i wont jack myself. i must practise and hopefully get a decent score. hmm. need to write a letter for my dotter. at least now i have a handy supply of postcards. hee.
maybe its just me but i keep having the feeling that i just bad news keep getting bad news one after the other. and some of them were really bad. but nothing is in my hands really. its just so pissing when things happen all around you and cant do anything or change the path of events. all i can do is pray for my sister and hope that nothing goes wrong.
shit.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Friday, April 28, 2006
quiz
 | You scored as Idealist. Idealism centers around the belief that we are moving towards something greater. An odd mix of evolutionist and spiritualist, you see the divine within ourselves, waiting to emerge over time. Many religious traditions express how the divine spirit lost its identity, thus creating our world of turmoil, but in time it will find itself and all things will again become one.
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realization
yea. like i mentioned before, im pretty confused right now. this kind of thing happens when i have stuff to say and things to do but i do not know whether i should do them at all and just forget them. hopefully, i will find a way to sort things out. loll.
events of the past few days remind me of the prodigal son, Destruction of the endless (from the sandman comic). well, he pretty much abandoned his responsibilities, commitments and essentially, the purpose of his existence for his own whimsical wishes and ideals. the result of this was great sadness amongst his siblings. and anger in a particular brother's case. the similarities are very chilling. those who dont really understand can go down to the nearest library and borrow the extremely amazing sadman comic books.
besides, pe was not napfa training but games! whee. boy was i worried. haha. happy bdae jheeva! haha. mr wong was damn funny, he didnt believe that it was his bdae. lol. then we had our surprise in the canteen after pe where i managed to smash cake onto his face and where someone else did something damn wrong. yea. the bloody cake is pretty stinky. my hands smelt of cream until i had to wash of the smell with soap and 5 mins of rinsing. jheeva's face however, stank for the rest of the day. omg, i unanimously became the bio rep. im pretty screwed considering how much my bio teacher hates me.
after school slacked for a hell lot of time with my dotter and sirui. wonder if im the parent of all those 5 siblings? that would mean i have 5 children? o_O afterwards met ruth and annalyn and had a nice "chat" in the canteen. hah. my hp wallpaper is cute okay? haha. dont be so jealous or something. haha.
oh yes. before i forget, congrats to the new archery exco! hope you all do a great job and dont become screwed up. then, we can have 2 years of fun and enjoyment as a batch. and yes, could you peeps somehow get an archery jacket? so i wont freeze to death during lectures? haha. thnxthnx.
events of the past few days remind me of the prodigal son, Destruction of the endless (from the sandman comic). well, he pretty much abandoned his responsibilities, commitments and essentially, the purpose of his existence for his own whimsical wishes and ideals. the result of this was great sadness amongst his siblings. and anger in a particular brother's case. the similarities are very chilling. those who dont really understand can go down to the nearest library and borrow the extremely amazing sadman comic books.
besides, pe was not napfa training but games! whee. boy was i worried. haha. happy bdae jheeva! haha. mr wong was damn funny, he didnt believe that it was his bdae. lol. then we had our surprise in the canteen after pe where i managed to smash cake onto his face and where someone else did something damn wrong. yea. the bloody cake is pretty stinky. my hands smelt of cream until i had to wash of the smell with soap and 5 mins of rinsing. jheeva's face however, stank for the rest of the day. omg, i unanimously became the bio rep. im pretty screwed considering how much my bio teacher hates me.
after school slacked for a hell lot of time with my dotter and sirui. wonder if im the parent of all those 5 siblings? that would mean i have 5 children? o_O afterwards met ruth and annalyn and had a nice "chat" in the canteen. hah. my hp wallpaper is cute okay? haha. dont be so jealous or something. haha.
oh yes. before i forget, congrats to the new archery exco! hope you all do a great job and dont become screwed up. then, we can have 2 years of fun and enjoyment as a batch. and yes, could you peeps somehow get an archery jacket? so i wont freeze to death during lectures? haha. thnxthnx.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
blank
pretty buggered up. sometimes, you just hear things that really makes you go down. it especially hurts when it comes from somewhere closer to your heart. your home? thats the last place you'd want to hear such things. bloody hell. wish i couldve just filtered it out and remained ignorant while it raged around me. i was so damningly saddening. felt pretty down and dead today. felt pretty ironic when one my classmates said she never saw me look sad. hah.
but school today did wonders. yet again, jheeva and vivek managed to cheer me up unknowingly with thier imitations of me. though i did not say the stuttering shutup until today. but thanks anyway. i dont hate you or anything lah jheeva. just joking only. and i got a really sweet letter that just brightened my day. haha. at least its nice to know that there are some people who dont think you're screwed up. haha.
cute.
loll. i think im being pretty obsessed about many things recently. makes me rather confused. haha.
but school today did wonders. yet again, jheeva and vivek managed to cheer me up unknowingly with thier imitations of me. though i did not say the stuttering shutup until today. but thanks anyway. i dont hate you or anything lah jheeva. just joking only. and i got a really sweet letter that just brightened my day. haha. at least its nice to know that there are some people who dont think you're screwed up. haha.
cute.
loll. i think im being pretty obsessed about many things recently. makes me rather confused. haha.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
starbolts.
oooh. i just realised that my new bowstand is the same colour as the starbolts starfire shoots. haha.
wake.
bloody jheeva, im going to murder him. and im going to conduct the funeral myself. he stole from me and now, he breached the contract set last year. grr. he may be my uncle but i care not. the furies may hunt me down for staining my hands with the blood of family but i do not care. lol.
x-square dhoby gaut is gone. closed down forever. all the fun i had there. death to freedom and enjoyment. why did they close? it looked so profitable. bugger. i think i spent at least $50 there. maybe even close to $100. im so sad. me and vivek saw it first hand today. i feel like leaving a bunch of flowers there. but maybe ill get arrested for leaving suspicious articles. haiz.
finishing the last book of sandman. the wake. the funeral of the dream king. so pitiful. so sad. but by far, kindly ones was the best book. i feel like borrowing it again to re-read it. corinthian, thessaly and delirium are so nice. but destiny, dream and death are the coolest. hah. plus, there's a movie written by neil gaiman out. mirrormask. got 4 stars rating. must watch it if i get the chance. he is an amazing writer. he wrote sandman too! hah.
yay. got some funky wallpapers on my phone now! haha.
x-square dhoby gaut is gone. closed down forever. all the fun i had there. death to freedom and enjoyment. why did they close? it looked so profitable. bugger. i think i spent at least $50 there. maybe even close to $100. im so sad. me and vivek saw it first hand today. i feel like leaving a bunch of flowers there. but maybe ill get arrested for leaving suspicious articles. haiz.
finishing the last book of sandman. the wake. the funeral of the dream king. so pitiful. so sad. but by far, kindly ones was the best book. i feel like borrowing it again to re-read it. corinthian, thessaly and delirium are so nice. but destiny, dream and death are the coolest. hah. plus, there's a movie written by neil gaiman out. mirrormask. got 4 stars rating. must watch it if i get the chance. he is an amazing writer. he wrote sandman too! hah.
yay. got some funky wallpapers on my phone now! haha.
Sunday, April 23, 2006
spa;pi
chem spa is tomorrow. my class is buggered. both for bio and chem spa we're taking it on the first day. so no extra time for studying or sneaking around. hah. hopefully, i wont screwed up though i am confident considering mock spa marks. hehe. jheeva calls me chem spa god but he forgot that someone else got full marks. haha.
bloody hell. at least me and asvhin finally conquered bloodshed alley fighting triple chaos. and as the saying goes, "If the Ultramarines cannot do it, noone can." true enough, they were the ones who led the spearhead and whooped ass. hah. i cant believe it, we spent 2 weekends trying to conquer it. at least i finally mastered the space marines. what cant a few plasma marines with those assault marines cannot achieve? nothing. thats wad. hurrah.
besides, i still need to refine my pi idea. shit. i onli have less than a week to do it. hopefully, i cant meet the expectations. anyone willing to donate good ideas are more than welcome. :) of course, i'll modify them and make them my own. haha.
bloody hell. at least me and asvhin finally conquered bloodshed alley fighting triple chaos. and as the saying goes, "If the Ultramarines cannot do it, noone can." true enough, they were the ones who led the spearhead and whooped ass. hah. i cant believe it, we spent 2 weekends trying to conquer it. at least i finally mastered the space marines. what cant a few plasma marines with those assault marines cannot achieve? nothing. thats wad. hurrah.
besides, i still need to refine my pi idea. shit. i onli have less than a week to do it. hopefully, i cant meet the expectations. anyone willing to donate good ideas are more than welcome. :) of course, i'll modify them and make them my own. haha.
Friday, April 21, 2006
thoughts
im not quite sure. maybe its superficial. maybe its not. after all, its only 2 months old. time will tell. haha. ohwell. failed my 5 stations thanks to that blasted pullups. well, its my fault though. i slacked off alot and didnt train. at least my 2.4 seemed uber god like. first 4 rounds was about 1min 40s each. then, i remembered failing my 5 stations and i was like what the heck. and i started walking. i still got an average timing of 12 mins though. thank you people who were cheering for me at the start. sorry i didnt smile but gave a sort of stunned look. haha. seemed wierd though when the girls ran, cause there were a few people listening to ipods and mp3s. wonder how it helps. maybe the beat gives them pace. haha.
besides, had two elections this week. one in archery and the other over the phone for FA club cause i completely forgot about it and went home. sorry cyrus, i still voted for you. and i feel sorry for calling you a pot of lard even though you abandoned me.
speaking of that, i swear im going to hate neptune estate for the rest of my life. after the lame fa quiz on wed, me indra and cyrus spent like 30 mins walking a full round around it before coming back to vjc, which was where we started. they abandoned me by taking bus 135 and i had to bloody take a cab to city hall for $9. i swear i think i got ripped off. the guy didnt take the ecp! and the extra expenditure realli killed me off. especially with the most important bdays coming. and my sister's bday too! i almost forgot about that. almost made me wish i didnt skip archery for that dumb quiz. hah. the guys kept telling me to set up the boy and shoot the retarted tjc guy who was the main organizer and was explaining the quiz answers. lol. i almost wanted to do that.
but then again, i wouldnt dream of having his blood all over my arrows and starfire. not to mention wasting energy to set up the bow and ending his pitiful life.
hah. found a whole teen titans fan club in class too! you peeps rock. i will love you for the rest of my life. hah.
gee. my feet stink cos i had to wear my smelly "running" shoes for 2.4. and guess what, it got drenched in the rain today and now its even more smelly and wet. so unlucky.
ohwell, hopefully can organize a proper xbox session with my "family" soon. probably next week after spa. after all, you were pretty mean to me and vivek. say yes the night before and in the morning then suddenly ditch us one by one during lunch. haha. but i dont hate you people. i love my "family". especially since i am a parent. and a fellow member of the teen titans fan club. and yes subash, i will continue to be good to you for another week at least since i enjoyed it so much! :) and jheeva, you wont be able to make my day everyday and escape from getting murdered by my hands forever. you still stole something from me. very unforgivable. hah. but you're still my uncle. whee. and thank you for tagging so many times.
btw. who's animalliance? brings back a lot of fond memories at ri. heh. but the animalliance was long disbanded. haha. i guess thats enough rubbish from me at one time. cyaz friends!
besides, had two elections this week. one in archery and the other over the phone for FA club cause i completely forgot about it and went home. sorry cyrus, i still voted for you. and i feel sorry for calling you a pot of lard even though you abandoned me.
speaking of that, i swear im going to hate neptune estate for the rest of my life. after the lame fa quiz on wed, me indra and cyrus spent like 30 mins walking a full round around it before coming back to vjc, which was where we started. they abandoned me by taking bus 135 and i had to bloody take a cab to city hall for $9. i swear i think i got ripped off. the guy didnt take the ecp! and the extra expenditure realli killed me off. especially with the most important bdays coming. and my sister's bday too! i almost forgot about that. almost made me wish i didnt skip archery for that dumb quiz. hah. the guys kept telling me to set up the boy and shoot the retarted tjc guy who was the main organizer and was explaining the quiz answers. lol. i almost wanted to do that.
but then again, i wouldnt dream of having his blood all over my arrows and starfire. not to mention wasting energy to set up the bow and ending his pitiful life.
hah. found a whole teen titans fan club in class too! you peeps rock. i will love you for the rest of my life. hah.
gee. my feet stink cos i had to wear my smelly "running" shoes for 2.4. and guess what, it got drenched in the rain today and now its even more smelly and wet. so unlucky.
ohwell, hopefully can organize a proper xbox session with my "family" soon. probably next week after spa. after all, you were pretty mean to me and vivek. say yes the night before and in the morning then suddenly ditch us one by one during lunch. haha. but i dont hate you people. i love my "family". especially since i am a parent. and a fellow member of the teen titans fan club. and yes subash, i will continue to be good to you for another week at least since i enjoyed it so much! :) and jheeva, you wont be able to make my day everyday and escape from getting murdered by my hands forever. you still stole something from me. very unforgivable. hah. but you're still my uncle. whee. and thank you for tagging so many times.
btw. who's animalliance? brings back a lot of fond memories at ri. heh. but the animalliance was long disbanded. haha. i guess thats enough rubbish from me at one time. cyaz friends!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
whoa.
congrats to all newly elected councillors! although some very deserving people did not get in, i hope you guys do a good job eh. haha. assembled my guy stikfas in class today. had lots of fun messing around with it during class with the rest of the guys. esp since civics ended after 15 mins? so we technically had about 2 hours of break considering we went in for math lecture late i tink. ha.
then went to play xbox with vivek. trashed him at battlefront 2. but we did have a clse fight at soul calibre. we did find our very own girls. heh. sneakysneaky. but nothing really. and no vivek, you are not sould calibre god or the champion. today's gaming was a bloody tie. hah. but i must say, i was pretty unlucky.
i wish koach ken would just give me constructive comments during training about my form! its getting really irritating.
me: ken, hows my form?
ken: you really need more strength.
me: other than that?
ken: you should stop talking so much. seriously.
me: other than that?
ken: you should stop saying other than that.
i mean come on. constructive feedback? lol. at least groupings have vastly improved. haha. i must say, she hasnt been letting me down at all. except with a few slip ups that were my fault. haha.
oh and yes, thanks annalyn for giving me yur stikfas! haha.
and yes. no matter what any of you say, teen titans kicks ass. it rocks my socks.
then went to play xbox with vivek. trashed him at battlefront 2. but we did have a clse fight at soul calibre. we did find our very own girls. heh. sneakysneaky. but nothing really. and no vivek, you are not sould calibre god or the champion. today's gaming was a bloody tie. hah. but i must say, i was pretty unlucky.
i wish koach ken would just give me constructive comments during training about my form! its getting really irritating.
me: ken, hows my form?
ken: you really need more strength.
me: other than that?
ken: you should stop talking so much. seriously.
me: other than that?
ken: you should stop saying other than that.
i mean come on. constructive feedback? lol. at least groupings have vastly improved. haha. i must say, she hasnt been letting me down at all. except with a few slip ups that were my fault. haha.
oh and yes, thanks annalyn for giving me yur stikfas! haha.
and yes. no matter what any of you say, teen titans kicks ass. it rocks my socks.
Sunday, April 16, 2006
tagging game thingy
okay i shall play along after having been tagged by karthik.
Rules: The first player of this game starts with the topic 5 weird facts about yourself, and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their 5 weird facts as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 3 people to be tagged and list their names. Do not forget to leave a comment that says, You are tagged in their blog and tell them to read yours.
1.I've been writing a science fiction novel that noone seems to appreciate for the past two years
2.I love lemonade
3.I've accidentally set fire to my house before when i was a small kid. (but it wasnt a big one)
4.I think teen titans is the coolest show in the whole world.
5.I've named my bow that i use for archery and i think im damn in sync with it.
ppl im tagging (which means they have to write down 5 weird facts about themselves on their blog):
Annalyn, Leonard, Marcus, (in alphabetical order)
i hope they read this so they know they've been tagged :).
Rules: The first player of this game starts with the topic 5 weird facts about yourself, and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their 5 weird facts as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 3 people to be tagged and list their names. Do not forget to leave a comment that says, You are tagged in their blog and tell them to read yours.
1.I've been writing a science fiction novel that noone seems to appreciate for the past two years
2.I love lemonade
3.I've accidentally set fire to my house before when i was a small kid. (but it wasnt a big one)
4.I think teen titans is the coolest show in the whole world.
5.I've named my bow that i use for archery and i think im damn in sync with it.
ppl im tagging (which means they have to write down 5 weird facts about themselves on their blog):
Annalyn, Leonard, Marcus, (in alphabetical order)
i hope they read this so they know they've been tagged :).
Let Down
Let Down
Transport, motorways and tramlines,
starting and then stopping,
taking off and landing,
the emptiest of feelings,
disappointed people, clinging on to bottles,
and when it comes it's so, so, disappointing.
Let down and hanging around,
crushed like a bug in the ground.
Let down and hanging around.
Shell smashed, juices flowing
wings twitch, legs are going,
don't get sentimental, it always ends up drivel.
One day, I'm gonna grow wings,
a chemical reaction,
hysterical and useless
hysterical and
let down and hanging around,
crushed like a bug in the ground.
Let down and hanging around.
Let down,
Let down,
Let down.
You know, you know where you are with,
you know where you are with,
floor collapsing, falling, bouncing back
and one day, I'm gonna grow wings,
a chemical reaction, [You know where you are,]
hysterical and useless [you know where you are,]
hysterical and [you know where you are,]
let down and hanging around,
crushed like a bug in the ground.
Let down and hanging around.
awesome song by radiohead from thier album OK Computer!! haha.. i recommend everyone should listen to radiohead. but please buy thier original albums or download thier songs legally from itunes. piracy is not supported here. heh.
and thanks lots guys. i really love you all. you people make my day. haha. maybe i buy the whole lot of you lunch. thank god i got such great friends. whee.
Transport, motorways and tramlines,
starting and then stopping,
taking off and landing,
the emptiest of feelings,
disappointed people, clinging on to bottles,
and when it comes it's so, so, disappointing.
Let down and hanging around,
crushed like a bug in the ground.
Let down and hanging around.
Shell smashed, juices flowing
wings twitch, legs are going,
don't get sentimental, it always ends up drivel.
One day, I'm gonna grow wings,
a chemical reaction,
hysterical and useless
hysterical and
let down and hanging around,
crushed like a bug in the ground.
Let down and hanging around.
Let down,
Let down,
Let down.
You know, you know where you are with,
you know where you are with,
floor collapsing, falling, bouncing back
and one day, I'm gonna grow wings,
a chemical reaction, [You know where you are,]
hysterical and useless [you know where you are,]
hysterical and [you know where you are,]
let down and hanging around,
crushed like a bug in the ground.
Let down and hanging around.
awesome song by radiohead from thier album OK Computer!! haha.. i recommend everyone should listen to radiohead. but please buy thier original albums or download thier songs legally from itunes. piracy is not supported here. heh.
and thanks lots guys. i really love you all. you people make my day. haha. maybe i buy the whole lot of you lunch. thank god i got such great friends. whee.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Shit.
shit.shit.shit. the lemonade has been taken up. drunk up by someone else. how could i have been so stupid. so retarded. shit. why did i delay. shit. god, tell me it didnt happen. but it did. its written there for all to see. shit. two damn years all gone to waste. crap. its so damned unfair. i feel so shitty. man, if only i could change what happened. maybe acted long ago before its too late. damn it.
nevermind. everything happens for a reason. god willing, maybe ill know why some day. man, maybe i deserve it. and it sucks to think like that.
ohwell. best not to dwell too much on it. besides, it was good friday yesterday. finally got to watch the passion of the Christ. very sad movie. i have to admit it but i was pretty close to tears. yet, it reminds us all of his sacrifice. the suffering he had to endure for mankind. i'm not a christian but i believe in Christ because thats what my religion teaches me. and we should all remember his sacrifice and the pain he had to endure. (im still 100% mus mind you)
hah. watched a 2 hour documentary at 12am on national geographic. really cool stuff. lots of food for thought. and it made me feel proud of my beliefs, my heritage and my religion. its been a pretty enlightening weekend. marred only by one horrifying incident. sorry people if i suddenly seemed very pissed and acted quite bad to you. at least there is still com games. heh. i shall go and play some more now.
cheers.
nevermind. everything happens for a reason. god willing, maybe ill know why some day. man, maybe i deserve it. and it sucks to think like that.
ohwell. best not to dwell too much on it. besides, it was good friday yesterday. finally got to watch the passion of the Christ. very sad movie. i have to admit it but i was pretty close to tears. yet, it reminds us all of his sacrifice. the suffering he had to endure for mankind. i'm not a christian but i believe in Christ because thats what my religion teaches me. and we should all remember his sacrifice and the pain he had to endure. (im still 100% mus mind you)
hah. watched a 2 hour documentary at 12am on national geographic. really cool stuff. lots of food for thought. and it made me feel proud of my beliefs, my heritage and my religion. its been a pretty enlightening weekend. marred only by one horrifying incident. sorry people if i suddenly seemed very pissed and acted quite bad to you. at least there is still com games. heh. i shall go and play some more now.
cheers.
Friday, April 14, 2006
omg. training on wednesday was damn funny. ken finally admitted that he was being excessively mean to me. check this out.
ken: i think you are quite sad. every training come here get suanned like shit...
me: about damn time you realised.
ken: you know why? cause i don't give a shit.
whoa. nevermind. discussed with my parents about buying a metal bow and they were utterly horrified to say the least. i mentioned about it being 1k plus but yesterday they sounded like they completely didn't know. ouch. there is a chance i might stick with my current wooden bow forever. but at least she's a good bow. (and she's not my china-bride!) but i really really wish i would be able to buy the win&win XPERT riser.
thats the riser. doesn't it look awesome? especially in pearl white. haiz. technically, i should cost around $1100 if i buy cheapo yet good limbs. really hope she'll be mine someday. haha.
ohwell. my "family" tree just expanded with jheeva becoming my dotter's grand uncle. haha. long weekend ahead. must study lots and play com and watch tv. haha.
ken: i think you are quite sad. every training come here get suanned like shit...
me: about damn time you realised.
ken: you know why? cause i don't give a shit.
whoa. nevermind. discussed with my parents about buying a metal bow and they were utterly horrified to say the least. i mentioned about it being 1k plus but yesterday they sounded like they completely didn't know. ouch. there is a chance i might stick with my current wooden bow forever. but at least she's a good bow. (and she's not my china-bride!) but i really really wish i would be able to buy the win&win XPERT riser.
thats the riser. doesn't it look awesome? especially in pearl white. haiz. technically, i should cost around $1100 if i buy cheapo yet good limbs. really hope she'll be mine someday. haha.
ohwell. my "family" tree just expanded with jheeva becoming my dotter's grand uncle. haha. long weekend ahead. must study lots and play com and watch tv. haha.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
delays;whatever
heya all. sorry for Lack of updates in both blogs. lets just say it was a very screwed up weekend. lots of things to do, groundings, sickness and a spoilt lan card all ended up in me just passing time watching samurai jack and teen titans on tv. well, i am back and i shall continue updating. sorry to all those chaos gauntlet readers because entry 29 will be very delayed owing to storyboard problems and school stuff. lets just say things are getting busier these days. heh.
At least i finally silenced kokster koach ken with my shooting on monday. my ears are still hurting after he yelled into pretty screwed. found out about training at 1 pm at 12:30 pm. Man. managed to get there in an hour but really killed myself in the run considering i had just recovered from a buggering pestilence. hah. kept showing the guys two thumbs up. Lol. was pretty high though. then came the scoring shooting. surprisingly, i really didnt feel tired at all when i shot. my arrows flew true to the sight. giving me a rather cool score but not at pro as some people. hah.
At least im in sync with her(the bow you sneaky people). My god. whoa. hopefully it wasnt just all about luck and i can continue the rather surprising performance. hee.
watched a cool documentary on national geographic that gave an entirely new meaning to Judas priest and Section XIII Iscariote(Hellsing fans should know this). it was about the lost gospel of Judas Iscariote. interesting stuff. though it did make me think quite abit.
"..within every human being, there is a spark of divinity waiting to be freed upon death.."
pretty philosophical. but sets you thinking.
speaking about Iscariote, Hellsing ova episode 2 is coming in like 5 days or something. time to gear up the bittorrent and download it the moment subtitled versions are released. heh.
At least the only real good that came out of the past few days is that i have managed to chat with a few good friends i have not spent time with in a long time. haha. had a nice time. really miss the times we spent together hanging around, (especially you) with the new screwed up jc timetable that ends at different times for everyone.
hah. and i must keep reminding myself to stay focused on my goal although it seems pretty distant by now. i wonder if there is room for replacement. sneaky sneaky.
oh well. double L. wierd. nevermind. haha. my newfound daughter seems to find it entertaining to write "call 91544377 for free tuition" on my notes. maybe i shall write some other things on her notes. haha. ohwell. so many things to look forward to. if only i had more time to enjoy them all. at least its a three day week with another long weekend. savvy. maybe ill have more time to think. heh. twenty more days till the end of april; and the birthday season. haha. the real thing is just about to begin.
"Kindness is a mark of faith, and whoever is not kind has no faith."
nice. hee.
At least i finally silenced kokster koach ken with my shooting on monday. my ears are still hurting after he yelled into pretty screwed. found out about training at 1 pm at 12:30 pm. Man. managed to get there in an hour but really killed myself in the run considering i had just recovered from a buggering pestilence. hah. kept showing the guys two thumbs up. Lol. was pretty high though. then came the scoring shooting. surprisingly, i really didnt feel tired at all when i shot. my arrows flew true to the sight. giving me a rather cool score but not at pro as some people. hah.
At least im in sync with her(the bow you sneaky people). My god. whoa. hopefully it wasnt just all about luck and i can continue the rather surprising performance. hee.
watched a cool documentary on national geographic that gave an entirely new meaning to Judas priest and Section XIII Iscariote(Hellsing fans should know this). it was about the lost gospel of Judas Iscariote. interesting stuff. though it did make me think quite abit.
"..within every human being, there is a spark of divinity waiting to be freed upon death.."
pretty philosophical. but sets you thinking.
speaking about Iscariote, Hellsing ova episode 2 is coming in like 5 days or something. time to gear up the bittorrent and download it the moment subtitled versions are released. heh.
At least the only real good that came out of the past few days is that i have managed to chat with a few good friends i have not spent time with in a long time. haha. had a nice time. really miss the times we spent together hanging around, (especially you) with the new screwed up jc timetable that ends at different times for everyone.
hah. and i must keep reminding myself to stay focused on my goal although it seems pretty distant by now. i wonder if there is room for replacement. sneaky sneaky.
oh well. double L. wierd. nevermind. haha. my newfound daughter seems to find it entertaining to write "call 91544377 for free tuition" on my notes. maybe i shall write some other things on her notes. haha. ohwell. so many things to look forward to. if only i had more time to enjoy them all. at least its a three day week with another long weekend. savvy. maybe ill have more time to think. heh. twenty more days till the end of april; and the birthday season. haha. the real thing is just about to begin.
"Kindness is a mark of faith, and whoever is not kind has no faith."
nice. hee.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
small things
well. i finally named my tiny plant. two. ive been wondering about stuff. it seems that two is a pretty significant number. when i got my tiny companion, it was two years since that day, about two months since that day, the second time i played xbox with vivek this term, and a few other random yet important stuff. hence the name two.
technically, its a kind of milestone that i keep with me at all times to remind me. i hope it wont die. my tiny companion. i suppose most people who read this are probably like puzzled, but i suppose thats my fault too.
ohwell. at least for the sake of my new found "daughter" ill give the tiny thing a sirname of point four. so everyone is happy!
besides, today was a very happy day. i cant quite explain it, but recent happenings have made me very happy today though that kaswin really spoilt it for awhile. a little privacy please? anyways, its such a happy day. hope the happiness can last. hee.
and yes, to top off the happiness, my arrow was found. thank you god.
and there is always the next episode of teen titans to look out for and the next episode of hellsing ova to look forward to and the archery trainings and the friends and my new family tree! so many little things. they all make life so wonderful. hee.
God is with those who persevere
id like to think so. hopefully, he is with me. and im especially touched with those cool dudes who created the "brotherhood-of-those-who-support-azrin-in-all-his-endeavours"
savvy.
lets hope it all pays off.
sandman rocks.
technically, its a kind of milestone that i keep with me at all times to remind me. i hope it wont die. my tiny companion. i suppose most people who read this are probably like puzzled, but i suppose thats my fault too.
ohwell. at least for the sake of my new found "daughter" ill give the tiny thing a sirname of point four. so everyone is happy!
besides, today was a very happy day. i cant quite explain it, but recent happenings have made me very happy today though that kaswin really spoilt it for awhile. a little privacy please? anyways, its such a happy day. hope the happiness can last. hee.
and yes, to top off the happiness, my arrow was found. thank you god.
and there is always the next episode of teen titans to look out for and the next episode of hellsing ova to look forward to and the archery trainings and the friends and my new family tree! so many little things. they all make life so wonderful. hee.
God is with those who persevere
id like to think so. hopefully, he is with me. and im especially touched with those cool dudes who created the "brotherhood-of-those-who-support-azrin-in-all-his-endeavours"
savvy.
lets hope it all pays off.
sandman rocks.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
bows.
lol. nothing much today. just mugged a lot of bio in the morning. then played a lot of winter assault in the evening until i started sweating like a fat pig. some heck of a game. cant wait for training tomorrow. so i cant use integra properly. lol.
i think i just fell in love with a win & win pear white Xpert riser. wonder if itll be a good choice. pity hoyt doesnt make pearl white risers. love white. so pure and serene. must consult ken. hope he'll give me a good answer.
cheers.
starfire is cute.
i think i just fell in love with a win & win pear white Xpert riser. wonder if itll be a good choice. pity hoyt doesnt make pearl white risers. love white. so pure and serene. must consult ken. hope he'll give me a good answer.
cheers.
starfire is cute.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Azrin trivia
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Azrin!
- Duelling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are Azrin.
- A lump of Azrin the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court!
- Azrin will give a higher yield if milked when listening to music.
- Medieval knights put the skin of Azrin on their sword handles to improve the grip.
- Louisa May Alcott, author of 'Little Azrin', hated Azrin and only wrote the book at her publisher's request!
- Dolphins sleep at night just below the surface of Azrin, and frequently rise to the surface for air.
- The liquid inside Azrin can be used as a substitute for blood plasma.
- Only one person in two billion will live to be Azrin!
- Azrin has four noses.
- If you drop Azrin from more than three metres above ground level, he will always land feet-first.
whoa. i didnt know that.
weekend blitz
right. nothing much happening these past few days. except yesterday was sort of hanging out with jam, annalyn and ruth at the library before going out for dinner. kang rui joined us too since he was mugging in the library. i was mainly reading double eagle. which is an awesome yet sad book. haha. was rather broke too. so couldnt eat dinner with them. haha. at least ruth is in the same boat as me. financial crisis! haha. anyway lucky i didnt eat out though cause my dad bought home tasty murtabak. haha. nicenice.
lol. been thinking about my form for archery. wonder if its really crap. haha. i shall be really quiet during training on monday so ken cant find anything to suan me about. then ill ask about my form so he'll give a semi-useful answer. lol. so screwed up.
whoa. today a second person complimented my singing since friday. haha. interesting. and i thought i sucked at it. haha. but i lose my voice when i go high sometimes. haha. damn farnie.
had a heck of time playing winter assault today. but ashvin kept screwing up. first, his internet screw up. 2nd he died and we lost badly. 3rd, he died in an unlucky way when his base got smashed up and i won eventually. once again, i forgot to take screenshots. crap. there were some really cool moments. and never question the might of the kaskrin stormtroopers. they own. lol. at least i studied a lot in the morning. wonder if there is an econs test. noone seems to have a definite answer. haiz.
and yes! lemonade rocks. starfire is cute. entry 29 is underway. and i named my bow. whee.
lol. been thinking about my form for archery. wonder if its really crap. haha. i shall be really quiet during training on monday so ken cant find anything to suan me about. then ill ask about my form so he'll give a semi-useful answer. lol. so screwed up.
whoa. today a second person complimented my singing since friday. haha. interesting. and i thought i sucked at it. haha. but i lose my voice when i go high sometimes. haha. damn farnie.
had a heck of time playing winter assault today. but ashvin kept screwing up. first, his internet screw up. 2nd he died and we lost badly. 3rd, he died in an unlucky way when his base got smashed up and i won eventually. once again, i forgot to take screenshots. crap. there were some really cool moments. and never question the might of the kaskrin stormtroopers. they own. lol. at least i studied a lot in the morning. wonder if there is an econs test. noone seems to have a definite answer. haiz.
and yes! lemonade rocks. starfire is cute. entry 29 is underway. and i named my bow. whee.
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